I was going to blog about something that happened today but then.....

I realized that it's a completely complicated situation and it's too much for me to type. I don't really want to talk about it. My paternal grandmother is going to have 5 bypass open-heart surgery in the morning. I went to visit her in the hospital tonight. I have not seen her in over two years. We haven't spoken in over two years. We really don't even have a relationship anymore. In fact, the only person on Bobby's side (my dad) of the family I am in contact with is my Aunt Cissy. But if you feel compelled, you may pray for my grandmother. I prayed for her. Even though we don't speak, I would never wish for her to die. I am also trying to be more Christ-like. I believe that if Jesus' grandmother was sick in the hospital he would go visit her. So I did. It was....different. Not good. Not necessarily bad. Weird, kind of. I don't know. I'm tired now.