Connect four

So I learned something about myself while playing connect four on my iPod tonight. I am always looking so far ahead to the future that I forget to focus on what's right in front of me, the present. I made my move and I was so busy planning my next move that I wasn't paying enough attention to what was happening right then and I lost! I feel like this is a metaphor for my life. I am so concerned with what's going to happen in the future that I don't pay enough attention to the present and I miss out on things. I plan for cohens future to make sure he will have the best life I can give him but I'm forgetting about what's going on now. I know I just repeated Myself like 500 times I do that a lot but I have a comprehension problem so I need to say things over and over to make sure I get the point. Anyway my point is I'm going to try harder to focus on the present and not worry sooooooo much about the future. After all, isn't life what happens while you're busy making other plans? :-)

Yay for me and figuring something out about myself by just playing a game. It's the little things that amuse me. In othe news I go back to work tomorrow. I guess being off on disability for three months was long enough. It was so nice to play homemaker/sahm for a while. Random but I like to say what I'm thinking or else I forget it: nocturnal elephants must live in the apartment above us.

To do list
Buy nails for picture frames and ledges
Ask mama for a vase
Call ent to change cohens appt
Make a to do list of changes I want to make in my life.