my sister's keeper.

This is one of the saddest movies I have ever seen in my life. I cant stop crying. If you have never seen it you should watch it.

I complain all the time about Cohen having terrible ear infections. He had tubes put in and his ear infections keep coming back. But I am thankful for his ear infections. I am so thankful that he has terrible ear infections. Because at least he doesn't have cancer. At least my child is healthy and I am not a mother who sleeps on the couch next to my child in a hospital room. I pray and thank God every single day for blessing me with a healthy child, and ask that my children never get really truly sick. I cannot literally cannot let myself think about those sick little babies who have cancer and terminal illnesses. I cry every time I think about it. I donate money every month to St. Jude's Children's Research Hospital, and Kosair Children's Hospital. I know that if my child ever got sick, I would want people to do everything they could to help find a cure for my child, so I do the same thing. No child should ever have to go through the pain of knowing they're going to die, and no parent should ever have to bury their child. That is not the way it is supposed to happen.